Friday, December 02, 2005?
somethings just aint meant to be.....
this might only be a few days....
but the cut might last forever...
why m i in my current position...
wat ive done is better for her n me..
i might have been hurt...
but if it aint for the choice i made now
i would have been hurt even more...
i noe im a paranoid...
but at least wat ive been thinking is true..
im now not blaming anyone of u....
but to blame myself for falling in love with the wrong gal...
all i can do now is to sit down and watch...
to see how the outcome will be...
i am now all wretched and torn...
just waiting for my cuts to heal....
this aint a poem i made....
this is just how i feel....
so dun mock my work...
as they r all that is in my heart...
i only wish my life is a bit more colourful
its getting duller everyday...
doing the same old routine...
just hope that there will be some one out there
who can console me....
but im the type who consoles but do not get console....
just have to let this happening be another memory...
now all that is left to do....
is to forget u....
its hard but possible....
forgive me if i have to ignore u...
its my fault for picking up...
now its time for me to put it down...
how can you make me stop crying.. when ure the one who make me cry...
love... is the only four letter word which hurtx more then pain...
[D.X]
