Wednesday, January 11, 2006?
today . . . i have read euur old blog . . thru and thru . . . i jux cant get euu out of my head . . euu are really a verii unique gal . . i noe dat wat i am doing now is jux pure dumb . . but at least . . i wont feel shho much pain . .
i will wait fer euu . . . i noe i can . . it might take months . . . maybe even years . . but ill never lose such a gal like euu . . .
reading euur blog has made mi realise lots of things . . have made mi feel wat euu have been thru . . have made mi realise . . euur not jux another memory . . . euur my happiness . . euu r my everything . . .
i am willing to give up everything jux to get euur love in return . . .
i really hope euu r reading thiis . . i really do . . .
guess all that matters now iish euu . . . every moment ill be thinking of euu . . . euu made mi have high hopes . . but pull mi down . .
i don blame euu . . cox love iish blind . . .
even though thinking of euu made mi feel sad . . .
yet i feel damn happy . . . when im thinking of euu smile . . laughing . . .
now i understand . . now i trully feel . . wat is it like to love someone shho much . . .
i don wanna add any burden to euu . . .
so ill jux be here . .
everyday . .
waiting for the miracle ive pray for to come . .
looking at him makes mi think of euu . . .
everything everyone do made mi think of euu . .
we might not have a long time together . .
but euu have already prove to mi that i need euu . . .
i really don wan euu jux as a fren . .
i wan more . .
im selfish i noe . .
shho all i can do now is to stand in the dark corner of euur life . .
staring at euu . .
waiting for the day that euu come pull mi out . . .
