Tuesday, March 27, 2007?
Holidays . . I want to work !
this is bad . . i need to find a work . .
hmmm . . intro ? Really dunno wat to work as . .
think maybe a gigglo . . fast cash . .
hehe . . wateva . .
Damned . . No one is contacting me recently . . so freaking bored . .ASK ME OUT
I'm dying here . .
Yesterday night have this weird dream . .
I dreamt dat i stead with my ex's best friend . .
WTF . . haha . . but having a stead feels so good . .
o well . .
Dreams are often beautiful . .
I feel like my life is so empty yet so complete . .
Who can tell me wat this means . .
Recently found out smth weird . .
Lots of ppl noe my blog url . . lols . .
i didnt even give them the URL . .
o well . .
haha . .
arg . . screw the world . .
Sunday, March 25, 2007?
Madeleine Actually Reads
This is a special post . Its announcing to the whole world and to you.
YES YOU !
that Madeleine Teow actually CAN
now dat you know ,
let her read stuff . .
Good luck guys !this has been a random post
Wednesday, March 21, 2007?
Damn,I AM BORED
Hey . . its almost 12pm . .
decided to update this empty blog . . yawnz . . so little viewers . .
Ah hao is now sleeping . . In my house . .
so sian . . He is sick . . and having a bad mood . . hate it when he is like dat . .
but o well. . .
cant blame him for being sick . . he says he is going to have chicken porks . . OMG!!
lucky i had mine already when i was 4 . . but there are cases where it happens twice . .
Internet down for a few days . . but now its up again !
so boring without internet at home . .
tormenting man . .
Recently my maid went back to indonesia . .
Kinda miss her . .
guess feelings do develope after some time . .
but no those kinda affectuation time la . .
u noe wat i mean . .
Now i have a new maid . .
She is quite poor in her english .. quite difficult to communicate . .
haha . .
quite tight with cash recently . .
keep spending finish quick . .
think the cause is WOW . .
i really have to get my com fix and stop going to lan shop man . . its making me broke . .
My father is coming back from GuangZhou . .
so sian . . i dunno its a good thing or a bad thing sia . .
he come back then very stress liao .
cant late for sch and everything . .
unlike now so carefree . .
but o well . .
its just for my own good i suppose . .
I'm starting to slack in sch . .
this is bad . .
must study hard !!!!
k la . .
time for bed . .
Friday, March 16, 2007?
yawnz . . just reach home . . .
today is a boring day . .
REAL boring . .
late for sch . . reach sch 45 mins sch end le . . haha . .
at least got attendance . .
teacher nagging bout my hair colour . .
its not dat bad mah . . just reddish . . dats all . .
well . . after sch went to have my lunch . .
Ate BK !!
usually i eat at LJS(long john silver)
but i really hate their meals . .
its like eating goreng pesang
Rest of my day till now i spent it in simei's lanshop . .
playing wow and o2jam . .
damn . .
the people there who plays o2jam is GAY !
damn pro lar . . one of the players there is classed Singapore's number 2 . .
playing o2jam there will deprive one's soul . .
haha . .
BTW . .play WOW . .
Explains why i use the theme as my skin eh . .
but lots of gals dun appreciate it . .
o well . .
I AM SINGLE AND AVAILABLE
sound kinda despo i noe . . haha . .
single for bout 1 yr now . .
ppl say if u wait long enuf , true love will come naturally . . i realised smth . .
this statement is only meant for the gals . .
who made the stupid law dat guys must always make the 1st move . .
so crappish . .
i'm off to have my dinner
time now = 0013
haha . . i'm skinny for some reason . .
Tuesday, March 13, 2007?
hey hey . . .
im no in sch doing nth . .
damn sians lar . . .
arg . . stupid joseph damn noisy . . kpkb . . . i'm so bored . . .
All my teacher noe how to do is KPKB and threaten ppl . . so sian de . .
haha . . . nvm . . .
this is just a stupid post . . . GTG !!!
A random post
just woke up at this weird time . guess shudnt have slp at 930 . now i'm smack in the middle dunno wat to do . cant go back to sleep .
Just finish smoking a stick of cigg . enjoyable ~
really have nth to do with this com . guess blogging is the only thing i'm left to do with it .
no one is online in msn and no nice show is on tv . another 2 hours till i can start preparing for sch . .
guess ill just update wat have happen since i last updated .
Guat Yee msn me yesterday ! haha .
tot she wont have time to contact me at all . . we end up exhchanging 2 testimonials . .
i gave her 2 long one and she gave me 2 short ones . . sad . .
She use to be my ex . been not so long ago till i forget her . . u noe wat i mean . .
She my only ex dat i loved and didnt appear in this blog . .
I dun really care . lols .
I got to noe her thru Goh Foo Boon . . A fucker which owe me money and i'm gonna get back a pathetic 5 bucks today . $80 more to go .
When i noe her she is such a nice and decent gal . A gal with the whole package .
Decided to flirt a little . . since i'm single . . and still quite hurt from the previous gal i love . .
Named Hidayah . . i believed she has been mention tons in my much previous posts . .
But a bad thing dat happend is dat Guat Yee already had a boyfriend and i actually fall in love with her . .
at that time i was thinking to myself . . Man . . I fall in love too easily . .
but i noe from the day i start falling in love , i cant stop . .
So i jus gave my 110 % to win her heart . quite a stupid thing to do as she already got a boyfriend . . but something corked up when i almost win her over . .most of my friends will noe .
I still manage to stead with her for like 8 days lol . . We broke up outside yishun funland . .
I broked up with her XD
Think its because i loved her too much then . .
1. I still cant quit glue THEN , and she keep asking me to stop . just feel very bad
(at the time of breakup , i was still sniffing)
2.Having to handle stress from 2 stead , i mean she having to handle 2 , i noe its a bad thing to do . . U guys will not understand even if i tell u . . I feel very sorry for her . .
(buts dat one of the things i regretted in my life)
3. I just want her to be happy , being with me does not seem to achieve dat . .
Well . . . Dats bout all . . . but after we broke up . . She broke up with his stead few weeks after . .
damn . . i told myself . . was quite happy at dat time . . tot can win her back . .
but smth horrible happened . .
It was my Derrick Tay's birthday . . We went to VIVO CITY to celebrate for him . .
I somehow end up slacking at the 'skypark'(the open area dat can see sentosa ) and i saw guat yee and her current BF kissing . . wat a perfect view . . nice background lightings . . i was in shock . . i tried to pretend nth has happened but somehow the pressure is too much . .
all i can do is look away . . feel like crying at dat moment as she has nv been forgotten abit in my heart .. but now . . its kinda over . .
not a very interesting story i presume . . but still another scar in my life . .
Now its very hard for me to contact her due to his current BF naggings . . damn him . .
haha . .
Before coming to blog . . .
i went back to my previous blog and old posts . .
i realise smth is wrong with my love life . .
its nv been beatiful . . i might be cursed . .
or its jus me . .
gosh . . wat i will give for a understanding and presentable girlfriend . .
o well . . the time will come . . . . the time will come . .
TV is calling me .. i have to watch him !
and this post is getting awfully too long . .
haha . .
take care to ppl who reads this !
Monday, March 12, 2007?
woo hoo .
just reach home . damn . i'm tired
Rong Mao and En rui just left my hs . They are just here to take back his mahjong set . Arg .
how i feel like playing mahjong now . Mahjong 4 life XD
by the way
if anyone needs a leg . i'm free 24/7
well . jus another day .
sch ends at 11 today . took the same old bus to tampanise with Weida . long journey .
in sch the teacher ignores us . jus like usual . guess in ite teacher jus dun care dat much anymore .
o ya . i passed my phase test !
not bad for a not studied test i suppose . haha .
Weida and I slacked at our HOTSPOT
with nth to do . .
after dat lunch blah blah blah .
He accompanied me to outram for my smoking councselling . .haha ..
sucker . .
no la . quite grateful . . thought it's gonna be a long and lonely day .
dun understand why those stupid HSA wants to catch us man .
its so lame .
i have so many fren's who smoke so long and didnt get caught once .
i got caught like 3 times .
world is unfair .
some of us just have to bear with this kinda crap and nonsense .
others jus live life beautifully .
We came back to TAMP at round 5 plus .
stupid **mm* (Weida) refuse to let me go home . haha .
we went back to our HOTSPOT
and smoke .
We jus sit there seeing gals .
some are not bad .
bad for the rest .
guess u noe it .
after dat went back home loh .
wat else .
nth really special and fun happen . only during the visit to singhealth polyclinic . .
we did smth like this
haha . .
dats all !
been long since i last updated . wondering why am i updating my blog when no one will be reading it and my life is boring and meaningless .
recently started playing world of warcraft . its a nice game . anyone playing it tell me .
my life now is changing slowly . studying in ite now . macpherson MP
but one thing still remains the same . im still single . haha . think the problem is with me no going to find gals . . maybe i'm having commitment problem or watsoeva .
now at home rotting . tmr still have sch but jus cant fall asleep . need my cigg . money is hard to get . life without money really suck .
yesterday is fluid
today is clinic
both i missed them . cos of no money . i have this weird feeling inside . i dun really enjoy clubbing . but i always want to go . dunno why . problem . .
need to edit my skin man .
its getting old