A random post
just woke up at this weird time . guess shudnt have slp at 930 . now i'm smack in the middle dunno wat to do . cant go back to sleep .
Just finish smoking a stick of cigg . enjoyable ~
really have nth to do with this com . guess blogging is the only thing i'm left to do with it .
bored
no one is online in msn and no nice show is on tv . another 2 hours till i can start preparing for sch . .
guess ill just update wat have happen since i last updated .
Guat Yee msn me yesterday ! haha .
tot she wont have time to contact me at all . . we end up exhchanging 2 testimonials . .
i gave her 2 long one and she gave me 2 short ones . . sad . .
She use to be my ex . been not so long ago till i forget her . . u noe wat i mean . .
She my only ex dat i loved and didnt appear in this blog . .
Interested ?
I dun really care . lols .
I got to noe her thru Goh Foo Boon . . A fucker which owe me money and i'm gonna get back a pathetic 5 bucks today . $80 more to go .
When i noe her she is such a nice and decent gal . A gal with the whole package .
Decided to flirt a little . . since i'm single . . and still quite hurt from the previous gal i love . .
Named Hidayah . . i believed she has been mention tons in my much previous posts . .
But a bad thing dat happend is dat Guat Yee already had a boyfriend and i actually fall in love with her . .
at that time i was thinking to myself . . Man . . I fall in love too easily . .
but i noe from the day i start falling in love , i cant stop . .
So i jus gave my 110 % to win her heart . quite a stupid thing to do as she already got a boyfriend . . but something corked up when i almost win her over . .most of my friends will noe .
I still manage to stead with her for like 8 days lol . . We broke up outside yishun funland . .
I broked up with her XD
Think its because i loved her too much then . .
1. I still cant quit glue THEN , and she keep asking me to stop . just feel very bad
(at the time of breakup , i was still sniffing)
2.Having to handle stress from 2 stead , i mean she having to handle 2 , i noe its a bad thing to do . . U guys will not understand even if i tell u . . I feel very sorry for her . .
(buts dat one of the things i regretted in my life)
3. I just want her to be happy , being with me does not seem to achieve dat . .
Well . . . Dats bout all . . . but after we broke up . . She broke up with his stead few weeks after . .
damn . . i told myself . . was quite happy at dat time . . tot can win her back . .
but smth horrible happened . .
It was my Derrick Tay's birthday . . We went to VIVO CITY to celebrate for him . .
I somehow end up slacking at the 'skypark'(the open area dat can see sentosa ) and i saw guat yee and her current BF kissing . . wat a perfect view . . nice background lightings . . i was in shock . . i tried to pretend nth has happened but somehow the pressure is too much . .
all i can do is look away . . feel like crying at dat moment as she has nv been forgotten abit in my heart .. but now . . its kinda over . .
not a very interesting story i presume . . but still another scar in my life . .
Now its very hard for me to contact her due to his current BF naggings . . damn him . .
haha . .
Before coming to blog . . .
i went back to my previous blog and old posts . .
i realise smth is wrong with my love life . .
its nv been beatiful . . i might be cursed . .
or its jus me . .
gosh . . wat i will give for a understanding and presentable girlfriend . .
o well . . the time will come . . . . the time will come . .
TV is calling me .. i have to watch him !
and this post is getting awfully too long . .
haha . .
take care to ppl who reads this !
