Wednesday, October 28, 2009?
awake at a weird hour ...
at least im energized now ...
arrr..
i think i should start work now ...
need to think of ideas ...
and fast ..
time is short now ..
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its sad to say that im getting jealous at other couples again ..
im getting lonely again ..
well sch is shit ...
maybe need to start rushing work from tmr or smth ...
feel like getting high one of these days...
gonna start working out soon..
get some mooskle.
for real this time.
threatened, then bluffed. i thought when u made plans u will push everything away.
im always the last resort.
i feel so cheap for being always available.
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