Saturday, October 24, 2009?
i found myself smoking more and more recently ...
it seems like there's nothing more i can do ...
but to watch her slowly fade away...
first time in so many months i actually dreamt of her ..
damn ...
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whew ...
ive just managed to finish reading my blog ...
like from 2004 post ..
all the retarded post.
all the useless rants.
guess qiu rong is right ..
guess my sister is right ..
i should let things cool down ...
i always want an answer, a solution.
immediately.
i put an end to stuff way too quickly...
guess reading about my past did help me find myself back a little ..
lets just see how it goes ...
am i back to square one ?
or will this story have a arc
write to the producers for me.
:D
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