Tuesday, October 27, 2009?
i dunno what to say bout monday ....
neglecting sch too many days ...
sometimes it seems no matter what i do it is never correct .
maybe im still treating her like how she was potraying herself as then ...
or ..
i just suck ..
arg ..
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think think think think think think think.....
1. physical appearance is important, just that some ppl say it out and some ppl dun.
ive met both kind.
2. always doing the wrong things, always ...
3. will there truly be a FULL happy day for me ?
4. pessimist always wins. fuck all optimistic ppl, doom shall fall upon u and ull never see it coming.
5. pessimist = pragmatic
6. concern for u = annoying u (parents know that)
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0401
omg ...
my classmate just informed me that
I ONLY HAVE 2 WEEKS LEFT TO DO MY ISP !!
FUCKZOMGODZILLA !!
not going to sch for 5 days straight is a very very very bad idea ...
now i have to work like a dog ...
guess its time for the hardwork genious's return..
lol ...
ill try to do as much today but will need some slp ..
anyways ..
its sad to say that such important things are mentioned by a casual classmate,
not those im close with in class.
well ..
its time like this that lets me differenciate hi bye from close friends.
not sleeping was a bad idea too.
o well...
i miss someone :(
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sometimes i just expect too much ...
wait .. maybe not ...
i just cant stand the way she pushes me away subconciously. bet she didnt even notice.
o well ...
im trashed ..
gonna slp NAO
sch was shit today.
but, a wee bit progressive.
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