Sunday, October 25, 2009?
mixed feelings now ...
maybe it is better to just live with it and see how it goes..
then forcing an answer, or a choice.
im so trashed now.
but waiting for 11am to give a morning call..
then play abit of game and wait for 1pm
soccer :)
at least i know that will keep my mind from pondering ..
even though i often look at the bench and picture that u're there.
reading, playing psp and once in awhile u'll be smiling at me.
prolly able to get some slp on my way there..
i love how i've written my blog last time ...
everything is so unclear, yet only my brain can decode them.
i know exactly what happened but yet it isnt written there.
its quite .... smart .... lol ...
or just ive written stuff that trigger my memory to remember.
i forget stuff easily.
well ..
guess i have high IRR
interpersonal reflective smth or idk what. lol
ok back to rotting.
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its weird how i would post more and more regularly,
like more then a post a day....
well ...
seems like the morning call was in vain
recently everything i guess and assume eventually turn out otherwise.
maybe being pessimistic is still better.
feel like seeing her :(
off to soccer now
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