Monday, October 12, 2009?
Waiting for 11 November 09 .....Day 2/31This alot harder then i expected.to lose contact for a month..
I still can't concentrate on anything im doing,
everywhere i go everything i do reminds me of her.
can't even go to a party or play a game without thinking about her.
this is .... sigh ......
visiting her facebook profile is the only way left for me to know what has she been doing,
yet she's not updating.
I think to myself whether without me in her life can really bring her happiness.
i fear that our last kiss was in the park near her hs ...
I fear that throughout this month she will get over me.
I hope all this is not an excuse to put me down softly.
what i would do just to see u again ....
*update*
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i was so bored at home so i went out to eastpoint to have a walk.
its weird how i know that i wont see cherlie around simei that this point of time but i still look at places she would go and places we have went.
I am quite proud of myself.
I have managed to supress every urge i have to msg her today
and still going strong.
i was still having doubts bout being able to last a month.
now i believe i can do it.
Just hope after a month she will give me a chance.
finally I can settle my mind down and do my accessment work.
hope it isnt too late.
the next few days im gonna spend a lot of time alone.
to do work.
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