Friday, November 06, 2009?
enlightened in a way.
i have nothing to say.
ill just wait.
:(
hope i dun wake up in like 5 hours time
and have a full fledge 5 hour dream about her
and feel all terrible again.
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woke up at 530am and 7am by weird dreams..
luckily both time i manage to force myself back to sleep
waking up now is like .. more healthy ...
haha ...
like 1230 ..
i woke up at 1230 because i dreamt that i called her and she got pissed of at me and kupped my phone.. lol wtf ?
i have no idea what to do for today. school is out till my submission on 17th november.
maybe go for a swim or smth.
cant be bother asking anyone anymore cos i know no one will join me.
o well ..
guess i should think less. just do it, SWIM !
lets hope i dun get cramps halfway through and drown cause im alone and life guard isnt paying attention.
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godamit.. jon says must wait 3 hours after having lunch before swimming.
guess i have 3 hours to rot at home..
come to think of it .. need to buy goggles and swimming trunks .. hmmm ...
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in the end i didnt go swim :(
cos when i reached the swimming pool, they didnt sell trunks and goggles.
at first i was still keen to swim and i went century square and looked for it.
but when even bhg didnt sell them, i ended up spending time in arcade playing sf4.
after awhile i went tamp mall to look for it but cant find for some reason
so i met up with my dad at isetan.
had early dinner
then we went bedok together and scavenge for bicycle shop :P
managed to find one and bought a quite expensive bike :D
i rode all the way home.
when i was at tamp mall i got tempted and called cher.
she talked to me like stranger :(
at least she answered ...
* pats on back
she hasnt been online the whole day since last night.
wonder what is she doing hmmm...
at least now when im suffocating at home i can go out and enjoy some breeze.
lets hope something happens in my life..
i feel that its gonna be a boring period .
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i find it damn pathetic that im trying to talk to her by msn nicks,
private msg,
wall status
or by blog.
what does you belong with me mean?
im prolly thinking too much.
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i feel all heart wrench again ...
i shouldnt have stalked her page ...
FUCK !!!!!!
FUCK !!!!!!
I FEEL LIKE SHIT !!
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