Saturday, November 28, 2009?
its another day...
was feeling quite emo ..
another day of sf4 and stuff..
danny came over .. i cant remember yesterdays details for some reason ...
at night my dad woke up and jio me and danny go yishun eat, and called jon along ..
and we went ...
and jon ended up at my place yesterday night.
had a mini misunderstanding between danny, but guess things are cleared up now.
this is what happens when u hang out too regularly with a person..
but hope it wont ruin our friendship ..
theres two kind of people, one that occupies their mind with other stuff until their wounds are healed
the other is those who keeps banging themself on the wall over and over again until all the hurt become numb.
i just hurt myself more yesterday ..
i think its no use trying to become those people who try to preoccupy their minds.
one day ill feel no more.
but now. it still hurts like shit.
one day when all is gone, all is forgotten, when im ready,
ill go back for my last bang.
who knows, it might turn out good then.
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