Wednesday, November 25, 2009?
shall blog before i no mood again ...
lets start with daily journey ...
-woke up at 5+
-faz and yuki bought movie tix at marina square at 630
-zomg wtf, took one of the fastest shower ever ..
-2012 is a enjoyable show, should watch it :D
-show ended about 2h 15mins later.
-faz and yuki was nice enough to wait for me to reach, reach about 10 mins into the show
-after that chillx abit and talking about how they want to book me for christmas
-i say ok ill place u guys as priority number 2
-they wtf-ed
-i say " must think of my future mah, if got eligible gf wanna spent christmas together with me ofcourse ill put her as number 1"
-yes, thats quite asshole
-if one day i make the girl my wife then u guys know it was a good investment .. hahahahah
-im retarded.
-went to simpang around 10+ to eat my first meal of the day wtf ..
-joski brendan ben jon danny
-after that went my house for sf4 session
-aaron came too .
-sf4 till 6+ 7.
thats about it .
my day in point form .
lousy point form .. still so long .. haha ..
i secretly use one of their fb account view my exgf profile .. hahaha ..
cannot still miss her meh ? im only human .. a weak one, but still human ..
she seem .. different .. looks different from what i remembered her to be ..
she gives off a vibe ..
like i never knew her ...
hmmm ...
she still looks pretty to me but the cuteness is gone ... idk why ..
its just weird ...
those scratch head weird ..
maybe cuteness is the way u act, not on looks.
she just reverted back to her original self..
(hint* i like cute girls)
well she did make some changes for me
but i think she's more suitable for the cute side.
but wat the heck ..
to her im just a memory she want to sweep under the rug ..
to her all the efforts ive put in are condamned and erased by all the nasty stuff i did.
maybe towards the end all i hoped for was that in her mind i remained as a good boyfriend who made some fatal mistakes.
but apparently i proved otherwise at the very end ...
just sian that when a new month comes ill have to collect money from her again ..
arg ..
ok i made too long of a post out of her.
anyway .. i kinda symphatise jon now ...
we might not have an identicle problem here but we definitely feel that same shit ...
poor him .. hope he learn to let go soon..
its like how i dun want to let go ..
but i told him to save the last amount of dignity and just do it..
biting on will do him no good ..
for some reason, "i dun want him to interfere in our lives" keep going over and over in my head.
this is half true but god ... i lost my ex to some other guy whose future is murkier then mine
arg .. theres i so many things i want to rant about him now but i probably shouldnt ..
if only i lost to a guy who is hands down better then me.
3 of my exgf now has chosen some other person then me ..
damn ...
love .. is a weird weird thing ...
its weird how i suddenly have a random thought maybe im happier single ?
immediately "nah, i felt super awesome in my last relationship"
weird ..
ok nuf emo shit for today ..
ok plan for later
10am-12pm
get advance theory book and study for the etrial later
12pm-2pm
cycle down to ubi(lolwtf)
2pm-405pm
etrial
405-5pm
cycle back home(i assume it will be faster since i know the routes)
5pm onwards
ask danny come my place to practise sf4 while i catch some shut eye.
problem is im very tired already haha ..
hope i 1 shot pass my ftt on 4th december so i can move on with my practicle ..
license, here i come..
her DP face keeps popping up in my brain, shit im beginning to miss her again ...
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
ill try to keep my brain occupied now ..
chow ..
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