Monday, November 23, 2009?
soccer yesterday was ... ok ...
my first time playing in field competitive match ..
apparently me and danny was recruited as sub players for brendan's church team ..
and his friends said my defensive skills are there but im not a field player.
like i cant really judge timing for headers ...
thx to basketball and batminton i guess ..
i always jump too early ...
sigh .. my dad being his anal self and manage to annoy the shit out of me again today.. twice ..
lets not talk about it .. but guess he will never change ..
lets hope if i get into another relationship in the near future he wont be an obstacle.
cycled back from tampines is quite tiring on danny's bike ..
chill with danny brendan and went home :|
should i wow ?
tmr cut hair !!
okay ~~
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its no point..
no matter how hard i try it wont be possible with my current social circle..
sigh .. i must expand ...
abit lazy to though .. but maybe its worth it ..
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i went back to her blog today.. seems like she enabled everything back on again :|
why am i still trying to know what's going on in her life hmmm ...
she has already become another check point in my life.
the feeling i have now ... its quite similar to the feeling i had for my first ex gf ...
i think my feelings for my 5th will remain unchanged for a very long time .. at least till i fall in love again ...
for some reason it felt like a very long time already but its only 1+ weeks since every thing has ended ...
idk .. at least this is not a very tormenting feeling ...
for some reason i still feel that she visit my blog once in awhile ...
my male intuition
ok nuf of this shit for now ..
gonna prepare and cut hair, then bugis arcade maybe ?
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