Saturday, November 21, 2009?
thing i should blog before i lose my mood to do so,
trying to make an entry everyday..
well yesterday + this morning was ... ok ...
primary sch gathering was simple and pretty enjoyable i guess ...
rong, jaz, jo, yy, ks and cc.
uno, taidi, and paranormal activity..
it was so boring that we skipped alot of part .. hahah.
*SPOILER ALERT !!!
but the part when the "demon" dragged her out of bed and into the hallway, i lol'd, idk why...
it was quite funny...
like "eh wtf ? hahahahahahah"
super disappointed in that show..
anyway.. still kind of disappointing that i have to leave so soon..
the distance really makes it hard to hang out long enough ...
cant wait till i get my license and my own car..
then everywhere wouldnt be a prob..
kinda reminds me i have to buy my advance theory book, kinda lost mine...
i went straight to danny's house after that at round 1 am.
theres like 20 people there ? super crowded..
they were like holding 3v3 SF4 tournaments ...
2 TVs 4 controllers ..
only played a few games of casuals ...
watched those pros play for most of the time..
too bad it could have been a decent day if it wouldnt have been this guy...
one of those players over there...
sorta ask told me like he recognise me..
and ask me whether i know cherlie.
said he's a friend of hers .. know her through basketball ..
the thought of her made me quite emo .. haha ..
sad to say as my hate for her slowly dissipate, my remaining feelings for her grew more obvious.
too bad when i decided to do what ive did i know theres no turning back. i would be branded a enemy to her, her friends and anyone close to her..
but it was needed to make myself free..
if she was to make such a decision for her own happiness.
so would I.
too bad she is not those kind of person who would take a mile in another's shoe..
so whatever i was doing and was saying is all bullshit and make no sense.
ok ..
im not going to explain the scenario but i realise.
im still shy in front of girls..
haha ..
shit .. how to get new gf asap like that ?
maybe thats why i was single for 3 years until my previous gf decided to get closer to me..
hmmm ...
o well .. enough for now .. im going to do weekly routine,
naruto bleach and maybe a bit of wow till im drop dead tired.
and later today, back to danny's house for bbq, apparently today was just a chill/gaming session.
ok chow.
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