Sunday, November 22, 2009?
woke up at only 7pm yesterday after i slept in the morning ..
went back to danny's for the bbq.. got abit bored halfway and went home to have dinner..
then went back around 11 ..
played some sf4, fifa 10..
my sister borrowed my bike and rode to east coast park o.O
and so i have to walk to danny's ..
im abit lazy so ill just summerise it.
at one point in the night i took danny's bike and cycle home, took my ps3 controller for fifa 10
and while riding my own bicycle, i use one hand to control the danny's bicycle back.. hahah..
im so awesome.. :P
and almost fell twice..
i STILL havent fall down while riding my bike :)
my sister told me she fell twice today ..
well to round it all up ..
nothing much really happened today...
seems like my life is slowly back to normal ...
the thought of her is growing less frequent..
soon i guess.. soon ..
still trying to find eligible partners but efforts seems futile ..
maybe im being a lil too desperate here..
but im scared the moment i start "letting them come to me"
another 3 years have passed ...
but with my current life its hard to attract any one ..
the moment i devote myself back to gaming ill reduce my chances even more :(
o well..
i'll just enjoy my holidays for now..
who knows, my next gf might be just around the corner ..
optimism ... a way of self denial :)
o ya .. soccer later .. ill set 2 alarms .. if i cant wake up then its fated i wont be able to play today .. boo hoo..
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i awake ... and still tired .. guess ive been sleeping too much recently
must remind myself i have e-trial at cdc in 3 days time ...
kinda excited .. haha ..
weird... i dreamt of my ex gf again ... but this time when i woke up it felt quite sweet ..
haha .. gotta love those lurvey durvey dreams .. wonder when will that happen in reality ..
i missed soccer today D:
but danny called me and asked me to play soccer at 8+ later with brendan and his church friends..
nice .. i get to play soccer after all ..
actually im planning to apologise to my ex gf a few months later for what ive did ..
idk ... apologising to someone after doing what i've did is prolly not going to mean anything to her.. but .. lets just say its smth i want to do .. maybe it will make me feel better ..
just wanna make sure when i apologise there is no feelings involve already.. at least then when she ignore me it wont make me all emo ...
gonna bathe and wow abit :D
update in abit ..
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