Friday, November 27, 2009?
yesterday was quite fun ...
cept the fact that it turns out that i didnt book anything online at all ..
my trip to cdc today was just to book a etrial and ftt slot one month later zzz
o well ..
anyway headed down to lasalle for some sf4 tournaments within friends lol ..
my zangief is undefeated so far haha ..
ill skip boring details ...
basically thats about it ... i haven really slept since previous night ...
god im tired ...
*rant alert, read at own will*
just that these few days ive been missing my exgf a lot, and somehow a part of me keep telling myself its not her fault.
but i dun dare to say i would have done the same.
its quite situational.
but anyway i keep asking myself why does that thought keep coming back.
maybe she really has the biggest impact of my love life thus far.
like how a meteor crash into the ground and forever leaving a concave area on the surface.
i really hope when the new month comes all these thoughts and feelings would be of the past.
and i can just treat october and november like a period of either mistakes sorrow or whatever it is. this is taking too much out of my life ..
but its really been awhile since i smile of true happiness ..
miss those heart warming moments that we had ..
i can still feel the thousands of shattered pieces of my heart ..
quote "im still quite bruise and battered from my previous relationship" hmph ..
o well ..
well gonna use com awhile more and sleep ..
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