Tuesday, December 01, 2009?
another boring day..
lazy lazy ...
its been awhile since i last said this but .. i think im going to reconstruct my blog ...
maybe abit more simple and less wordy... ill start after i wake up or smth ...
does that mean i need to find new pictures already ?
damn ...
im not zi lian anymore ..
ive seen my limits :(
jealous at everyone else for having the stuff that i dun have.
zzz
facebook is so boring recently ..
feel like stiring some shit up ...
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I just got a severe scolding from my father for rotting at home..
im feeling quite sick to be honest but i cant be bothered defending myself...
i dun even feel like going out..
and im suppose to go for this job interview ..
i think ill pass..
it feels like i have been awoken from a dream
and reality just smacked me in the face.
i actually spent 20 mins in my toilet spacing out..
thinking of crap..
i never thought i would shed another tear because of the past again..
seems like all these while i was still hiding from it..
i have a severe migraine now ..
damn it ..
guess i still have a long way to go..
time is such a slow paced medicine ..
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