Wednesday, March 24, 2010?
its been awhile ..
and again i find myself blogging only when i have troubles...
it seems like the good stuff in life does not motivated me to write it down.
stuff with me and my girlfriend isn't going out well again ...
seems like its my fault again ..
apparently I dun listen to her and I lead a unhealthy lifestyle
like sleeping late .. not doing my work .. etc etc ..
sigh ..
now we came to a conclusion that we should not meet unless in time of needs
till after accesment, maybe its for the better ..
im just unhappy that she's still upset ..
i generally feel that things can resume again ..
its fucked up how we had 2 big arguements already ..
and i still have listening problems ..
i'm starting to feel ...
that i'm not good enough for anyone ..
i always put burden onto another ..
lets see how this goes ..
gonna go prepare now and meet jon to visit my father ..
seems like he is now feeling unwell and admitted into SGH.
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